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Xavier goes to school~

2012-02-17T12:35:00.001+08:00

Xavier has started his school on 26th Jan. Can see that he is enjoying himself at school, now he even cling to the teachers there. Hehe. Teachers and the auntie who cooks for them like Xavier much too. Really glad that i didnt place him in the wrong center. Below are some pictures of him in school uniform! Hehe!

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31/12/2011-7/1/2012

2012-01-15T22:36:00.001+08:00

31st dec, the last day of 2011 my lil family and my FIL flew off to Taiwan for a 8D7N trip. Stayed at a hotel named "Yomi Hotel" located near "Shuanglian" metro station.
It was really cold there and the lowest temperature was 10 deg cel! But nevertheless it did affect my shopping mood. Indeed i shopped till i dropped since day 2! Managed to bought some summer clothings there, mainly at wufenpu. Overall all of us enjoyed our trip there. :D

Here are our itinerary:
Day1- Reached Taoyuan Airport @ 9pm, Cabbed to hotel, walked to the nearest night market at our district

Day2- Xmd 天后宮, Xmd, Monga old street, Shilin Night Market

Day3- tamsui laojie, xinbeitou for hotspring, train to shida night market

Day4- 國父紀念官, walked to Mr J restaurant from the memorial hall, walked to Taipei 101 from restaurant, cabbed to wufenpu & raohe night market

Day5- 故宮博物院, Xmd 天外天麻辣火鍋, 中正紀念堂，總統府，cabbed back hotel, club lava

Day6- 新光三月near taipei 101-Xmd 美觀園 jap food for dinner, 西門紅樓

Day7- 漁人碼頭, back to hotel, went nearby salon to dye hair, nan ya night market

Day8- head to airport after having breakfast at hotel, back to SG at 7pm

Christmas dinner

2011-12-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

Celebrated christmas in advanced by treating my man dinner at buffet town. It really costed me a bomb! As it was festive price, paid $118 for my man and i. Well its very worth it to me, love the wide variety of food they have in there! The staff are very friendly and nice too!

Salmon sashimi, rojak, peri peri chicken, satay and hot dogs.

The herbal soup is damn yummy!

Chilli crab, waffle w oreo ice cream as topping, cream puff, muffin and cheesecake!

We had turkey too! Haha my man has never eaten turkey before, that was his first time. Overall we had an enjoyable and awesome christmas dinner. 2012 is just 3 days apart and 2 more days to my taiwan trip! Gonna do countdown at taipei 101! Very excited! Are you guys ready to welcome the brand new year?

2011-12-21T20:48:00.001+08:00

My man have been going to and fro to bedok camp for 10days for his yearly reservist. Well reservist is something which i dislike it very much, especially when its conducted during his holidays!
Feel that 2 weeks of his holidays are burnt for nothing. (Tomorrow will be his last day of reservist!) Despite of this, we still have something to look forward to! Our Taiwan trip!
9 days more to Taiwan! Mad excited about it! Have personally planned itinerary for day2-5, super proud of myself. First time that i did such a planning. Cant wait to buy all the cheap stuffs at the night market, not forgetting about the yummylicious food there! There are so many places that i wanna go, some many yummy food that i wanna eat! Surely will gain lots of weight when im back.

Time flies, 9 days more and we will bid 2011 goodbye. Everything seems like yesterday to me. Have you guys come up with your new year resolution yet?

2011-12-07T00:23:00.001+08:00

My lil cheeky boy is teething once again! Growing his first set of molar teeth! No wonder he is damn cranky nowadays! Went to punggol cc's mac today. Finally its opened! All of us (including xavier) enjoyed our meal there. :)

Waiting for papa to buy food food.

Ergo baby carrier

2011-12-06T17:20:00.001+08:00

Bought a Ergo baby carrier at gmarket for Xavier for our taiwan trip. Received the item a while ago, prompt delivery, item was packed nicely in the box.

1st try, well Xavier seems to like it.

A trip to JB~

2011-12-06T16:05:00.001+08:00

New haircut

Love my greeny nails! Hehe!

Wanna go for hair treatment, rebonding and dying of hair soon!
Counting down to welcome the year 2012. Are you ready?!

Family day

2011-11-25T13:10:00.001+08:00

Had great fun yesterday, seeing Xavier doing funny stuff, singing with my man. Finally he have more time for Xavier and i. Received my Fred Perry tote bag yesterday. Love it alot but sad thing is the bag doesn't have a zip.

Xavier's milestone

2011-11-22T18:39:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps, im back to this dead blog. Template changed, gonna start to update whenever im able to.
Well, Xavier is 16th months old this current mth. He is able to walk and drink from straw this very month, good improvement isn't it? He is weighing 11kg, approx equal to one pack of 10kg rice. As usual i could't carry him for long, my arms will shiver and break if does so. Meals wise, he is eating whatever that im eating; rice, noodles, sushi, fast food, meat( only nuggets ), veg and etc. He isn't the picky type unlike me which my man said it's a good thing. 4 weeks more and we will be flying to TAIWAN! Xavier's first plane ride, wondering will he be able to slp or sit still during the 4hrs of plane ride. Hope he doesn't give me a headache, oh may god bless me. Lastly gonna end this post with a picture of my little cheeky boy.

2011-08-07T22:05:00.001+08:00

Xavier was back home ytd, eye aint that swollen ald, may his eye recover soon. God bless

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2011-08-02T12:14:00.001+08:00

Xavier admitted into hospital. His eye was so swollen and red till there is blood coming out. May god bless him. GWS my dear boy! Mummy love you!

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2011-07-27T18:03:00.001+08:00

So glad that there are still kind souls living ard in SG. God bless them! Amen.

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2011-07-21T00:27:00.001+08:00

Need a massage badly.....

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V hay-tique Salon

2011-07-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

Purchased a coupon on http://www.juztoday.com/ $48 for colouring and scalp treatment at V hay-tique Salon.
Alright firstly, the colour dye chart is like pathetic few colours.
Secondly, scalp treatment part they just used a spray for scalp to spray on a few areas on my scalp.
Thirdly, the colouring part, the way they colour my hair is like anyhow colour.
Lastly after washing my hair with shampoo, the hair stylish Ivan didnt wash my hair with hair conditional.
My hair was so dry and after he persuade me to go for hair treatment, i've left with no choice but to spend another $30.
Bad experience overall and i'm not going back to the salon anymore!

2011-06-11T12:59:00.000+08:00

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2011-06-07T22:25:00.001+08:00

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Our 3rd Valentine

2011-02-15T21:57:00.001+08:00

Dinner at Sakura

A pair of Parker pen, A electronic chinese dictionary w FOC of Dr Eye.

My man bought me to city chain to choose the watch that i want. This caught my eye!

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2011-02-06T23:03:00.001+08:00

Happy CNY! I know abit late to say this. Been too busy and kinda lazy to blog. So i'll just let the pictures do the talk.

Tweety bird mouth lol!

Gg to bai nian lo!

Otw to niang jia

Gg PH.

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2011-01-24T23:09:00.001+08:00

CNY drawing very near! Time to pack ang bao liao. :S

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2010-12-30T16:46:00.001+08:00

Wanted to upload my days in HK, but i couldnt upload any photo! Tried ample times and i give up! Shall try some other time.
Alright, Xavier is 5 mths old now.
He hold his bottle when he drink milk.
Eating baby first food as well!
Still dont drink much water!
Flip flop his body like nobody business!
Talkative and very kpo as usual!

2010 is gg to bye us in a day time,
Hope 2011 will be a better better year!

Goodbye for now!

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2010-12-20T02:02:00.004+08:00

MOVED INTO NEW HOUSE!

OUR LIL COZY BIRD NEST ^^!

2010-12-17T18:14:00.003+08:00

will upload my HK days soon, after i recovered from all sickness.

2010-12-11T03:19:00.001+08:00

Hate to be sick! :(

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2010-11-28T16:39:00.001+08:00

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2010-11-28T16:36:00.001+08:00

Flying off to HK in less than 15hrs time. Xavier turning 4mths tmr, gonna miss him muchy!! Hope 1 week in HK will pass fast, i wanna head back to fetch my lil precious botak boy! Xavier Mummy loves you lots, its all beyond words. Be good ok!

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2010-11-22T18:36:00.001+08:00

My man said that after i gave birth, my moodswing swing till very jialat and my mood does affect my thoughts and decision. We talked about the delivery of Xavier, he remembered clearly the whole incident, some details which i have forgotten. He told me i had achieved smth in life that is insisting of keep Xavier and giving birth to him. That moment i realised he was there when i needed him most.

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2010-11-20T20:21:00.001+08:00

We just wakey haha!

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2010-11-20T01:26:00.001+08:00

oh miss my blogging days!
i was so damn lazy to blog nowadays,
seeing my blog rot i was thinking whether to close it or not,
well think no? i believe some peeps out there are stalking me!
haha!
ok, last sat was my 19th birthday!
im a year older!
midnight went to ratchada and top bar, w the aching tooth and the painful ulcer.
noon went to stephy's addison baby shower,
saw my pretty and bitchy babe! miss them muchy!
its been so long since we all meet up, gather and gossip!
went back home around evening, prepare and headed to PH.
gathered w Pearlyn, Jiayu, Jon, Junhui and Jinfeng came at a later timing.
opened 2 bottles of vodka, i didnt drink much as i dont want to be drunk like last year.
last year was terrible!
this year Jon was drunk! -.- haha he was damn funny when drunk!
after 2 my man and i went over to grand hollywood, meet up w his bro and keith.
there was damn boring, feel like sleeping after awhile,
and it was raid by CID when the time we feel like gg home,
rot there for half an hr and finally got to go out of the club and cab home.
so this is how my birthday was celebrated.
hope next year Xavier can celebrate w me, go out enjoy tgt, wild wild wet?
now waiting for my FIL to be back, we're gg to neverland Jon and his friend were there too!
gg to meet up w them.
counting down my days to HK (29 nov-6 dec).

i have many dreams but i yet to fulfil any.
i have a voice but i yet to speak out to others.
我有我的梦想.

2010-11-06T22:08:00.000+08:00

hola! back to update my rotting blog!
ahaha, xavier is now 3mths gg 4mths old!!
he is so adorable! keep screaming lately.
he's drinking 180ml now!
my birthday is just a week away!
cant wait to see the surprise that my man had prepared for me.
november is damn happening!
so many events!
and im counting down the days to HK!
will work back as tuition coordinator when im back from my trip.
best of luck to me! (Y)

2010-10-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

back to update!
morning went to HDB to select our rental flat!
got the keys ald! went to see the house after that.
finally we gg have our lil bird nest soon, small though but its a small and cozy one!
thinking of how to deco all that now. HAHA.
k next week Xavier is turning 3mths!
seeing the growing process of him makes me happy!
i really had forgotten how he looked and how small sized he was when born.
time flies indeed!
throat is danm painful and dry now due to the haze, arg i hate you haze!
will update soon!

2010-10-11T09:35:00.001+08:00

im so lazy to blog! ahaha!
also nth much to blog about.
my man is getting his pay soon! when the clock strikes 12 tonight!
hehe he getting iphone 3Gs for my birthday!
and when nov starts he'll be on holidays till jan. how shiok is that?
will be away to HK on 28nov-5oct. miss me alrights!
disneyland, ocean park, shopping, clubs here WE come! hehe!

ok time to talk about my boy,
he is in the process of recovering from cough and flu!
bought a new stroller and glider for him!
he's sleeping in the glider now HAHA!
easy job for me :D
well he has been talking alot and playing w his saliva!
always makes his face full of his saliva,
haha! naughty boy!
time for pictures!

sitting on the sofa

see the layers of fats that he got

2010-10-05T02:36:00.002+08:00

2010-09-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

Xavier is 2mths old today!
Happy 2mths to you, Xavier.
Hope that you'll recover from colic soon!
Xavier starts have more intake of water, hope his body is not so heaty now.
Changed his formula to Nan1 HA and bottle to Dr Brown ytd after much discuss w Lin.
He seems to be better ald!
Thanks Lin for helping me to get info here and there.

P.S. Lin fall sick today, infact from ytd, hope she'll get well soon!
and my dear Stephy, oct2 is drawing really near! Love you guys!

2010-09-27T20:13:00.002+08:00

2010-09-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

today marks the 6th monthsary of my marriage
the journey of marriage isnt that easy, its a tough journey
sweet moments, funny moments, ugly moments, we have it all
but im glad we are still sticking to each other
thanks for trying to spice up our relationship at times
i do love you lots!

Xavier is wearing drypers M size!

2010-09-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

Xavier weigh 4.83Kg now

2010-09-16T02:54:00.000+08:00

NO MORE SHOPPING!
NO MORE MOCHA FRAPPE!
NO MORE, NO MORE!
i gotta get this in my mind till my man get his salary.

went to watch " Love Cuts " w my parents, aunt and cousin.
of course i brought Xavier w me, he sleep throughout the movie.
well the movie was damn touching, i cried for countless time.
dont tell your too much, go watch!
if you are a mother you'll feel more!

met up w sandy and pearlyn after that.
bought my man a Pedro belt, idk why also.

2010-09-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

2010-09-13T21:47:00.000+08:00

celebrating Stephy love belated bdae at 313

Laura, Lin and i DIY-ED an 8 inch cake for her

i got her a pair of micky/minnie mouse cup, hope she would like it

had lots of fun today seeing those pretty mummies and their babies

some people were actually laughing when they saw us walking ard

had dinner at HK cafe, food wasnt that tasty

overall today was a lovely and tiring day as i didnt get enough sleep.

will be looking forward to another outing w them! <3!

2010-09-11T19:27:00.001+08:00

did i mention that Xavier is drinking 180ml ald?

2010-09-11T18:32:00.001+08:00

dinner at Porn's

2010-09-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Pornsak and Xavier

Ho Ai Ling and Xavier

2010-09-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

i need to slim down, so fat now!
im 43.4kg, aw so fatty!
4-5kg to lose, i wanna be super uber skinny!
tummy still flabby!

went to do post natal massage ytd, super shiok!
all my aches are gone!
did full body massage and tummy wrap!
i wanna do again next week!
the lady say i still have abit water retention at my tummy!

hus gg to be a sch teacher in a weeks time.
aw he wont be home till night time 9 or 10pm during weekdays.
i'll be home w Xavier, boring.
friends come and visit me more often ok? ahahaha
thank god his weekends are empty! sunday will be family day!
and we shall go out on saturday, just the two of us.

2010-09-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

went KKH w hus and Xavier today to submit the baby bonus thingy
reached there they asked for Xavier's birth cert, then i "huh?!"
they say w/o that they cant submit for us and we gotta post the form ourself -.-
question: why didnt i bring Xavier's birth cert?
it was not stated in the form that we must bring it to do for baby bonus!
the form only stated that we must bring bank book and IC only.
headed to babycare fair at square 2.
nth much there actually, so mummies and MTBs dont go not worth it.
bought rompers for lil Addison, Faith and Davier :)
well be meeting Stephanie, Lin and Larua on the 13th!
Steph last min say Pris and Mabel joining when i was on my way home.
so paiseh nvr buy anything for their lil one.
haha young mummies and babies gathering uh, its just few days away!
time flies man.

lil Xavier know how to suck his pacifier properly w/o our help ald!
haha now when he cry i'll just let him suck his pacifier to sleep. hoho!
he seems to like the NUK bottle i bought, the teat are so soft, so nice to suck huh. haha!
he's drinking 150ml ald! gaining more weight, thats a good thing.
just love him more each day, though sometimes felt frustrated when he keep crying and dont want to sleep.

will be out w Lihern to STUDY tmr. see ya tmr sweety!

Xavier's Baby Shower

2010-08-30T22:51:00.001+08:00

had 2 Baby Shower for Xavier, one at hus place and the other back at my niangjia.

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Baby Shower at hus place

those photo above were all taken at this day.

everything went out well, the cupcakes and buffet arrived on time.

everybody seems to like Xavier alot.

Xavier didnt get much sleep as people were carrying him around.

received many gifts and angbaos. thanks all!

didnt get to take much photo as was busy entertaining my guest esp my two bosses.

was chatting w them for like so long abt work and some funny stuff.

people commented that both the buffet and cupcakes were nice and tasty.

felt relieved when i heard as this is my first time ordering buffet,

was looking for a good one but there were so many.

luckily i've made the right choice.

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Baby Shower at my niangjia.

woke up early to get ready and headed off to niangjia.

just nice all of my relative and us reached about the same timing.

mum was so busy cooking stuff and she order western food for all.

like the previous baby shower,

Xavier didnt get much sleep.

all seems to like Xavier too!

they commented that Xavier is cute and smart.

most people think he looks like his daddy.

received quite a number of angbaos, thanks again.

didnt take any photo, dont ask me why, i myself also dont know.

2010-08-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

brought Xavier to baby spa to cut hair in the morning,

the auntie ask us to let him go for a swim,

so we are fine w it and let him try out,

here's the photo of him in the "pool".

Xavier seems to enjoy himself in the water

he kick the water and do some stretching in the water!

but less than like 5 mins later he was hungry,

and he went crying so we tried to coax him to let him swim longer,

and abt 10 mins we let him come out to drink milky.

2010-08-27T16:26:00.000+08:00

congratulations to Teresa of the arrival of Jensabella on her due date ( 27 August 2010 ) !

2010-08-26T20:52:00.000+08:00

today is my last day of confinement woots! finally man!
Xavier is 4weeks old today!

whats he doing now?
` fart so loud like nobody business
` gg through cluster feeding
` drinking 130ml of milk
` still being a fussy baby
` make alot of noise when he " gek sai "
` make alot of noise when he sleep
` face changed when he see us taking the pump nose thingy

isnt my boy cute? as days goes by, he is getting cuter and more handsome!
sat will be Xavier's Baby Shower!
done w all those ordering of buffet and cupcakes.
went to kiddy palace and bought him a blue romper, and a set of mittens and booties.
ytd his daddy bought him an hospitalisation plan, introduced by one of our friend.
his daddy was saying that " see daddy so good help you buy insurance, last time nobody buy for me "
raising a child in singapore is really not that easy.
everything is like no money, no talk.
hus want a daughter, 5 yrs later.
wait till Xavier grow up then say lah huh.

hus is starting work soon, 3 more weeks.
so he susgestted to go JB to eat and buy baby products as his friend will be driving.
wonder how am i gg to take care of Xavier w/o much of his help.
had been quarreling alot recently.
dont wish to quarrel anymore,
now is the time when we need each other the most as taking care of baby is a tiring thing.
we need each other support and encouragement isnt it?
next mth 24 sept marks the 6th month of our marriage.
" yi lu zhuo lai bu rong yi " all the things that we gone through, be it good or bad.
and there is more to come.

2010-08-24T00:36:00.000+08:00

FML seriously.
today he said that im selfish.
reason being i didnt share my food and drink w him when he did.
and the most upset thing he said was by this he can foresee that if smth happen i will leave him.
because im selfish.
thats hurts seriously, but who cares? who bothers?
why am i always crying silently in a corner? who's gg to bother and comfort me?
i didnt know that im so selfish that i'll do this kind of thing in the future.
thanks for letting me know
if im that kind of selfish i wouldnt scarifice to keep Xavier in the first place.
now i know that to you im so selfish. thank you uh.

2010-08-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

yes today im blogging, im gg to pour out all my feelings!
and this is MY blog, i have the rights to complain and whine here!
im gg to REMEMBER TODAY 21 AUGUST 2010.
i have marked it down on my calender!
fucking cried for many many hours.
his bro is holding a celebration for his 20th birthday at a dont know what pub/club.
and he is gg, i damn bu shuang lah cos firstly im doing my confinement,
secondly its 7th month and yes im scare to be alone at home.
he insist on gg and i was damn disappointed
i cried and refuse to eat my lunch
his father talked to him and seriously i think nth went inside his brain
and about 5plus i feed baby milk and he fucking went out
more disappointed while feeding my baby i cried my heart out,
FIL came into my room asked me not to cry and offer to help me feed baby
so i just let him feed Xavier and i continue crying,
MIL called him to ask him come back as i was crying very jialat.
yes he came back, asked me to go out w him,
i just keep crying. i dont want to go out AT ALL!
and hello im doing confinement.
cried till 6plus and friends came, before that i rinse my body as i know that they are coming
dont wanna let them see me in this state.
after they went off he asked me to ti liang him and let him go out for a few hours.
more and more disappointed, become a father ald and still want to go out play.
seriously if you dont go out, will you de from it? NO right!
you proved to me that gg out today is more IMPORTANT than your son and i.
i fucking havent eat anything yet, totally made me lost my appetite. thank you uh!
one day, we'll be back in this situation, and we'll make a switch,
and i'll see how you feel and cry, like me.
you enjoy your life now and i'll enjoy my life in the future!
i believe in KARMA, what goes around WILL comes around.

2010-08-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

look at his face. LOL

tmr is my 3rd week of confinement,

1 more week to go!

im so gg to do hair treatment and dye my hair!
my scalp is very painful at certain part.

my hair is full of dandruff and its damn oily!

didnt bathe for 12 days and my hair became like this.

confinement rule sucks!

Xavier seems to have nightmare this few days.

i always let him sleep w me when hus is out,

and he always make noise when he is asleep,

like telling me he had a nightmare.

so i just pat him each and everytime.

he tends to perspire now, even when he is drinking milk.

he is drinking 100ml per feed.

next week we'll be celebrating his full month,

ordered buffet and cupcake cake.

will take alot picture as memories for him to see when he grow up!

2010-08-15T12:36:00.000+08:00

my boy is gaining lots of weight!

thats good!

he starts to drink more water also,

though his face will cramp abit when drinking.

ytd night i had a fever, AGIAN!

3rd time during my confinement.

my body just get weaker and weaker,

ever since i got pregnant.

so i was sleeping for the whole night while my hus was looking after Xavier.

im looking forward for the end of my confinement!

my room is damn messy, cant stand!

i wanna bathe and eat per normal too!

2010-08-12T15:55:00.000+08:00

lil Xavier is 2 weeks old ald!

soon we'll be celebrating his full mth w lots of joy!

lil Xavier is fortunate to have so many people doting him

thank you guys for doting my son,

adding joy and laughter to his life.

tmr gg polyclinic to check up on his jaundice AGAIN.

hopefully the lvl drop,

pity him need to take so many blood test,

heart pain!

my confinement period is ending in 2 weeks time,

oh thank god! its suffering.

my husband keep tempt me w food! irritating!

there's so many things i wanna do,

so many food i wanna eat,

so many drinks i wanna drink!

husband suggest to go KL after my confinement to relax,

of course w/o lil Xavier,

dont bear to leave lil Xavier alone w others.

well i should think twice.

2010-08-09T10:17:00.001+08:00

Congrats to Mandy for the arrival of Elrica on 8 aug'10.
Congrats to Maxi for the arrival of Hebe on 9 aug'10 ( National Day Baby!)

2010-08-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

really dislike the confinement period

unable to do and eat so many stuff and food

my body is kinda of sticky

and my hair is kinda of oily

i wanna bathe!

Xavier is very guai this few days

he is growing in size!

his appetite is getting bigger too!

he brighten up my day

just simply looking at him makes me happy

thank you god for giving me such a wonderful son

and a sweet husband

may god bless them

2010-08-05T01:48:00.001+08:00

2010-08-04T01:01:00.002+08:00

2010-08-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

damn shag, its not easy to take care of a baby
this two days Xavier keep crying randomly
and he is crying on and off for hours
my husband and i are lacking of sleep now
really dont know what else to do when he cry
he tried all sorts of method
some works and some dont
sometimes i feel like breaking down
esp when my husband is working and i have to takecare of Xavier alone
that is quite depressing

my delivery

2010-08-01T02:15:00.000+08:00

rushed down to KKH ard 3plus on 28July due to bleeding
was very scared and not very prepared to give birth
reached KKH and they told me that labour ward was full and they sent me to normal ward
ard 4.30am contractions came and it was so unbearable
i pressed the call bell and told them how i was feeling
and they told me the labour ward has no bed for me
abt 5plus they sent me to a special room in delivery suite
they gave me laughing gas to help me to relief my pain
laughing gas got no help at all! and i decided to inject pain killer in my thigh
still no help at all! the contractions just got more painful and unbearable!
the nurse asked me if i want to inject epidural and of course i rejected her kindness.
decided to bear all the way for my lil Xavier.
at that point of time my cervix have dilated 3cm.
ard 12noon, the doc came and see how i was doing and she told me that my cervix have dilated 5cm.
thus she helped me to induce by bursting my waterbag.
very soon i felt water rushing out of my vargina and the pain got worst
i was screaming and crying like a mad woman
all i said was " i want to shit! i feel like shitting! i want to shit! "
nurse told me im on my way for labour and asked me to bear
all i felt was smth is stuck in my arse and i wanted to push it out
but sadly to hear that my cervix have only dilated 8-9cm, 1 more cm to go.
the contractions was like 1 in every 2-3mins and Xavier head is very low in position
finally when my cervix is fully dilated, i was asked to push Xavier out when i was in pain
pushed and pushed for many times and i felt weaker and weaker
the nurse asked me not to scream, just concentrate on pushing
pushed and pushed for several more times and they said that they can see Xavier's head
therefore i pushed more and gave all my strength to the push and Xavier's head is out
slowly, they asked me to push gently to push out his body
and pop Xavier is infront of me! i cried, felt relieved and happy!
got damn shagged after that.
wasnt discharged after 1 day of my delivery as i couldnt managed to pass out any urine
nurse said that my vargina swell that's why, they insert a tube to take out my urine for a day.
god bless after that they removed the tube i managed to urine.
and was discharged ytd afternoon. now Xavier is slping soundly.
gotta wake him up at 3am to give him drink milk.
thanks god for bringing Xavier safely to this world. may he be good and healthy!

congrats to Mummy Lin for the arrival of Faith on 28July!

2010-07-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

im 39 weeks preggy!

2010-07-25T10:42:00.000+08:00

1 more week people! lets start to countdown!

dinner at sakura!!!

2010-07-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

2010-07-20T18:29:00.000+08:00

hola! im 38 weeks preggy today!
lil xavier is coming out very very soon!
doc has changed the due date to 2nd aug and honestly im scared!
but no matter how scared i am i know that its all worth it afterall!
yes, im craving for cheesecake! ate too much chocolate recently body gets abit heaty ald.
so yup no to chocolates and hello cheesecake!

watched two movie recently one online ( karate kid ) and one in cinema ( despicable me )
both movies are nice and worth to watch. the next movie i wanna catch is SALT.
anyone want to watch that?

just closed one assignment not long ago.
can you imagine that i only closed 3 so far?
thinking of that i wanna faint.
calculated, if everything goes smoothly these assignment only earns me $145.
not so bad at least can help to clear some bills.
currently waiting for $104 to be transferred to me.
then im done w clearing of last mth bills.
hope the parent dont play stunt and transfer the payment asap.

after lil xavier's arrival and my confinement i'll start to get busy.
no more entertainment as i have loads of work to do.
therefore this 2 weeks i must make sure i get ample rest.
should start planning for lil xavier's full mth celebration stuff.
this mth kinda unlucky, hope things will get better when aug comes.
mummy love you lil xavier.

2010-07-18T01:03:00.000+08:00

congrats to Summer and Melvin.
ytd evening went to sengkang cc to attend Summer and Melvin's wedding.
Summer looks pretty in her gown, a pretty bride and a pretty MTB.
felt that she is damn power as she planned and organised the wedding herself and within a mth!
good job Summer! took a pic of them, will need sometime to upload.
hope you will have a happy and lasting marriage w Melvin.
take good care of your baby and yourself too! you looked too skinny! eat more!

P.S i love the cheesecake!

after that headed home( punggol ) to collect letters.
got damn pissed off by MIL
dont understand why she want to keep a NTU envelope
i told her to fame the envelope and hang it in the living room, pls lah.
she even took our keys and refused to give us back.
spoil my mood

2010-07-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

yeah im 37th week preggy.
went for scan and check up today at KKH.
a piece of good news
doc said that Xavier has position his head downward
he is 2.7Kg and im 49.7Kg now!

2010-07-13T02:39:00.000+08:00

im in my 37th week! gg for scan and checkup later at KKH.
hope that my lil boy has gain some weight then
hope to deliver at 38th week. that's next week!
they say that that's the best timing for baby to be born.

2010-07-07T16:48:00.000+08:00

back to update.
ytd went for my prenatal massage at compassvale st.
its was a chi lady who massage me and her skills was damn good lah.
she helped me to relief my aches and pain.
after massage she even went to make honey drink for me.
she also gave me some advice while we were chatting.
i will highly recommend my friends to her!
thinking to go for it again next week.
meet Junhui at compass point after that for dinner.
his treat again. haha thanks ar friend.
compass point is having food fair!
we bought flavoured beancurd, muffins, japanese ice-cream. yummy food.
i bought chicken rice ( rice ball ) for hubby.
spent quite alot ytd.
9plus Rebakah came and delivered us playpen and baby stuff.
really appreciate her kindness.
abt 10 plus had a quarrel w my MIL
just because i want the playpen instead of the baby cot.
i really dont know what she want.
she's not helping and still talk so much.
yes people, i exploded, after 4 bloody mths, i exploded.
wont elaborate further abt it, i should think of smth happy instead of this.
luckily nvr dong tai qi. just few days more and i'll be out of this!
argggggggggggggg.

2010-07-05T17:39:00.000+08:00

its JULY!
tmr marks the 36th week of my pregnancy!
yes 36weeks, 9mths.
im pregnant for 9mths ald!
Xavier has been in my tummy for 9mths.
oh, can you believe it? i cant!
and the best thing is im giving birth soon!
it had been said that the best timing to give birth is at 38th week,
so Xavier 2 more weeks ok, dont be naughty ok.
Xavier is getting more and more active.
he can move about in my tummy for the whole day w/o getting tire.
oh my, ytd i had a hard time to sleep,
Xavier kept moving about, making me having difficulties to sleep though im tired.
my legs have start to swell. going to have pre-natal massage!
i love massagyyyyyyyy!!!
will get busy this few days, working harder to close more assignment,
so that i can earn more this mth
as i believe i wouldnt have time to work during confinment period
now i had bought the database, i believe life will be easier for me.
have earned $400 for the mth of June.
i aimed to earn $500-600 for the mth of JULY.
for the mth of JULY, my agency is giving out $88 ang bao to the top coordinator!
good luck to me. i want to earn more money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-28T20:01:00.000+08:00

Hola! has been real busy last week.
spent 2 nights to shop for baby products
rest of the days were focusing on my assignments
2 more days to end of june, all the way!!!
tmr having appt at KKH gotta slp early tonight.
i'll be 35weeks preggy tmr!
the delivery day is drawing nearer and nearer!
see you soon xavier, loves.

2010-06-22T03:18:00.000+08:00

I'm 34weeks pregnant today!
should i be happy or should i start to fear?
xavier seem to refuse to turn his head downwards

ytd night went to see the MP for punggol north about our HDB rental flat
hope that she could help us appeal so that the waiting time will be shorten
after seeing her i have more worries
everything doesnt seem as easy as i thought
and i can think of any alternatives
feeling kinda of hopeless
she asked my husband to find a job asap as he's a uni grad,
after my husband got a job apply for a flat,
i told her im yet 21 and we have not met the criteria
she just say she'll write in to appeal for leniency
she add on that even HDB allocate a 1-room flat to us
once our income exceed $1500, we'll be require to move out
what came to my mind was
hey so what if my husband get a job
(which he ald got but only can start in sept, dont ask me why ask MOE)
he's the only breadwinner, our child is coming out very soon
we have lots of bills and debts to be cleared
i cant probably go out to work, i need to takecare of my child as nobody is helping me
when our child is born, all the expenses will increase for sure
w all this where are we gg to dig out money for the down payment if we apply for a flat

another thing is space
our room cant even squeeze in a baby bed and a cupboard for baby clothes
pls dont mention about the living room
even for the living room the space to walk is so limited!
the MP even asked " can you find other space to place it? "
come on lah she's the MP for punggol
dont tell me that she doesnt know that punggol flats are so small and squeezy?
how can i let my child walk freely at home when he start to walk?
every corners of the furniture is so sharp
i myself bumps into the furniture at times, whats more?
its so DANGEROUS!
just hope that someone will comeby to help us.

2010-06-21T02:28:00.000+08:00

how sweet my husband was to wake up early just to have breakfast w me.
finally i got to eat hotcakes!
has been craving for that for a period ald.
recently having sharp pains ard my butt, even when i was pee-ing.
tummy itch daily, irritate my beautiful sleep.
well tmr i'll be 34weeks pregnant!
the day is drawing nearer and nearer.
i told myself not to fear, let nature take its course.
pregnancy journey is indeed tough.
my dark rings is getting darker!
i think its time for me to do facial!!!

STOP ABORTION!

2010-06-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Everytime I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heartbeat,
Is my favourite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learnt how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me,
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I'm a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can't hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine.
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Mouth Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am. Mommy, i'm your baby.
I think and feel.

Mommy, what's abortion.

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.

Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy.
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just,

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

This is a sad post about abortion. Saw it in a MTB's blog.
Find it very meaningful and decided to post it out to share.
PLEASE, PLEASE stop abortion!
put yourself in your child's shoes
how would you feel?
you child is innocent! be responsible for your actions.

2010-06-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

A piece of GOOD news!
i called HDB in the afternoon to ask for the status of our application for rental of flat
surprisingly, the old man who pick up my call told me
" take down the reference number, registered on 12 June, amk 1-room flat, long queue "
i was shocked and i asked again if its successful, he replied,
" yes, its successful, now need to wait for letter for collection of flat "
yeah i fly man. i was super high lah then i told my husband abt it.
he was happy too! finally! We'll soon have a cozy lil flat of ours.
just the 3 of us, and no one else.
Xavier seems to be our lucky star, bringing joy to us.
Xavier, mummy and daddy love you!
waiting for your arrvial!

2010-06-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

went out w yenru and doug for a movie at PS ytd evening
watched shrek! before that went pastamania for dinner w yenru
a great thanks to yenru and her mummy!
they helped me bought so many baby stuff
felt so touched. just want to say that i seriously appreciate their help.
thanks to doug too! for sending me home, helping me to carry those heavy stuff.
your help is also appreciated!
today marks the 33weeks of my pregnancy.
i cant wait to bring lil xavier to this beautiful world!
congrats to summer, a mummy to be who is getting married soon!
gotta slp early tonight, tmr have KKH appt in the morning ><
goodnights~

2010-06-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

lil xavier 31.6weeks

he seems like kissing my womb :D

oh can you see his hand?

2010-06-09T03:17:00.000+08:00

STM, STM, STM again
forget to post about smth interesting in the delivery suite of KKH
my stay that night was so scary man
all i heard is screams of the mummies
and all gave birth during midnight man
one by one giving birth
it was so scary and again i started to fear
mine is coming out real soon
cannot imagine

2010-06-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

just got back home from KKH
admitted to KKH on sunday evening due to pain of contraction
doc said that my cervix has opened 1 cm
but its too early for labour
thus they gave me med and i was put on drip for a day
i wasnt allow to get off bed
thats the worst thing cant even go to the toilet
and i cant pee in the playpen ending up the nurse need to help me take out my urine
my husband was all along beside me in the delivery suite
so nice of him huh
the next morning was sent for scanning
saw lil xavier on the screen again
(this time round will upload the pic but not today)
afterwards was put under observation in the delivery suite
after lunch i was transferred to the normal ward as there is no more contraction and pain
stayed in the ward for a day w/o anybody by my side
as noone is allow to stay overnight in the ward
felt so bored and was unable to sleep well
talked to hubby on the phone for awhile during night time
slept for a few hours and woke up for some unknown reason
what can i do in the middle of night in hospital
FB, MSN using my mobile, flipped here and there
had a nice sleep and the doc woke me up at 7am in the morning
did some check up and the good thing is my cervix has closed
and now im home, finally
thanks to all those who came down to visit me
those who msged me and commented on my FB
thanks all for your concern

lil xavier be good ok, stay in mummy's tummy awhile more.
xavier has got a chinese name, Xavier 刘育瑞

2010-06-02T15:53:00.000+08:00

Hey im back to update my blog!
and thanks to Margaret or else my blog will be dead for another few more weeks
ok where to start?

start w my KKH app! went for scan on 24 may.
no worries people Xavier is doing fine. he has grown bigger
his head is just like his father lah "da tou"
and guess what his father said. " da tou good mah clever, like me " -.-
today im 31 weeks pregnant, 5 more weeks to go!
seriously i really need to gain weight
in the past i always talked abt losing weight
now im pregnant 7mths 3 weeks pregnant and im only 45.5kg
after my app i headed back to my lovely yishun home
home sweet home! saw dad and he brought me out for lunch
night time went for dinner w dad and mum
they sent me back after dinner and explored my hse for awhile

last thursday managed to meet up w junhui and jon
finally lah ate dinner tgt at mad's jack
thanks junhui for the treat ya
should plan some outings w more ppl before i give birth!

ytd went to cine for sushi and movie w husband and his buddies
watched the prince of persia
its a nice movie! i highly recommend to you guys who havent watch this movie
*cine popcorn taste so weird man
sweet ones are too sweet, salty ones are tasteless

my husband has become a full time tutor now
thanks to me i dared to say
i helped him look out online and coordinate
hubby when you see this make sure you thank me huh
* giggle giggle

congrats me too
im a tuition coordinator now
work at home, timing very flexible
just only need to mix match tutor and tutee
easy job. and can have a lil saving

lastly to my lil xavier who is in my tummy
xavier mummy and daddy love you
everyone is awaiting for your arrival
must be good, dont be so naughty alrights
5 more weeks and you'll be out to see this world
hopefully everything goes smooth and good
love you xavier.

2010-05-19T09:08:00.000+08:00

are you a parent of a child?
are you a parent-to-be?
are you married?
or are you single?
have you thought of conceiving a child?
or you already had one?
nowadays, the older generation always grumbles how much they spend on their child
and in return they get nothing from them.
so what is the "something/thing" they want to get?
money? or care and concern?
so what is your idea of conceiving a baby? what do you want to get from them?
have anyone slow down your steps and think of it?
im sure majority wont.

For me, my idea of conceiving a child is very simple.
having a child for a accompany, having a child for me to love.
i want to give my child the best of the best.
there is something i didnt get from my parents,
something im longing for in my life, and that's love, care and concern.
and of course having a good communication.
these are very important.
childhood is very important too. as a child they needs attention from their parents.
they need their parents to be with them and shower their love to them.
i told my husband we must save some money for xavier.
for all sorts of purpose, i even thought of saving money to help out in his marriage in the future.
i want him to know that hey mummy and daddy support you in whatever you do.
i want to be more of a friend to my child.
i want him to be able to talk to me freely.
im prepared that in the future, he might not able to support us.
in fact, what i ask for is care and concern.
it's ok if he cant support us, it's ok if he's not rich.
for my husband and i will save for our retirement.
raising up a child is not about dollar and cent.
it's about the effort you put in, doing your part as parents and seeing them being happy.
i'll contented with all this.

Maybe you can say " i gave birth to my child, the journey of pregnancy was so tough and tiring,
i worked so hard, bared all the pain and i cant even ask for a cent? "
my answer to you is yes you can
but if you just think of money and money, nothing but money,
from the day your child is in your tummy, you are just using them.
think of what is important in life. happiness or money?
can you bring all these money to your grave? i doubt so.
but im sure that you can bring happiness to your grave.
you'll live in peace whether you are dead or alive.

So after reading, what's you idea of conceiving a child?
maybe you may think that what i've wrote is unrealistic, bullshit or whatever.
if you're against my idea, tell me and share with me yours.

2010-05-11T18:46:00.000+08:00

Today is the 7th mth of my pregnancy
well im feeling super tired
my face looks so sick
has been sleeping like i did in my first trimester
fell sick on last friday and was better today
thanks to my beloved who took care of me this few days
my tummy is getting BIGGER, Xavier is growing BIGGER too!
cant wait for 24th for the scan
its raining every afternoon and i like it
so comfortable to sleep
will be gg down to HDB for the application of our flat
hope i'll be fully recover by then
there's lots more awaiting

2010-05-06T20:28:00.000+08:00

oh gosh what's wrong w the weather? its damn hot this few days.
i couldn't sleep due to it. how i wish there is air-con in my room.
ytd went ttsh w mum to visit my grandpa
after that met bro to celebrate advanced mother's day
dined at Zhou Zhuang, i ordered fried rice w spicy XO sauce to share w my mum
it wasn't very tasty and the serving is way enough for 2
everyone was full and there is still some left over
im entering the third trimester in few days time
getting more and more tired like my first trimester period
cant wait to see my lil precious

2010-04-29T01:16:00.002+08:00

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2010-04-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

hasnt update my blog for days
recently get tired easily and sleep like a pig
gg to enter third trimester ( thats when i get even tired)
and 2mths 2weeks to the arrival of lil xavier my precious
dreamt of him ytd night, he was so adorable
xavier is real active nowadays, he seems to be impatient wanting to see the world
unfortunately now is not the time, if he is born now he'll be pre-mature
so lil xavier wait a little longer ok
have anyone heard before " the 5 little pigs " and " the 8 little pigs " ?
xavier does, its written by his daddy Mr Isaac Low
i cant stop laughing when he told him this and next is " the 12 little pigs "
trying to be a hilarious father huh
a piece of good news, my husband got himself a job
MOE offered him a 3 years bond as a Chinese teacher
though i thought it was quite funny as nowadays all those Chinese teacher are old and majority women, didnt come across a young, male Chinese teacher
both of us thought that it was a stable job thus he decided to accept the offer
will be gg to universal studio in sept as he promised me
and perhaps taiwan for honeymoon in dec
counting down for the arrival of Xavier Low

2010-04-22T03:08:00.000+08:00

just web cam-ed w my cousin and aunt, and Qlyera
had a great time chatting w them
its been some time since i last saw them thats during my chinese wedding
i do miss them, i do miss alot of stuff that you guys never thought of
my life is quite dull now. staying at home, staying at home and staying at home.
not like the past where i can work, go out w my friends and go anywhere i wish to
now its totally different.
but i thought that women are really noble.
as you see the one carrys the baby inside the tummy is us,
the pain that you suffered from the pregnancy complication is us,
when your husband went out at night, the one who is at home is us,
baring the restriction is us,
the one taking care of baby is us,
the one who is doing the housechores is also us,
all the terms seems to go against us, what are the guys doing then?
they just need to get themself a stable job to support their family and enjoy life
ladies arent you noble?

2010-04-19T18:30:00.000+08:00

" nightmare go away, come again another day"
hoo recently having countless nightmare
i want a good dream pls ><
my tummy is growing bigger and bigger
and im walking slower and slower

2010-04-14T19:03:00.001+08:00

黄小琥 - 伴

作词:姚若龙作曲:于晓光、李伟菘

LRC制作:活在當下 QQ:6313827

如果命运可以订做

如果有另一次选择

我想我还是会把手让你紧握

快乐地陪你去坎坷

就算你有天变落魄

就算你老得不能动

我想我还是会挽着你看日落

你的心疼在泪光中

嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦

眼神中关怀那么满

没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴

在人前从来不浪漫

在心中却总为对方打算

最懂的人最暖的伴

就算我以后变罗嗦

就算我老了有病痛

我想你还是会照顾我到最后

隐藏脆弱不眠不休

嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦

眼神中关怀那么满

没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴

在人前从来不浪漫

在心中却总为对方打算

最懂的人最暖的伴

嘴巴上彼此嫌麻烦

眼神中关怀那么满

没说爱却早已认定一辈子的伴

在人前从来不浪漫

在心中却总为对方打算

最懂的人最暖的伴

没有辛酸没有遗憾

什么是陪伴什么是心安

你是答案

2010-04-14T17:36:00.000+08:00

2010-04-12T13:33:00.002+08:00

tmr is my 6th mth pregnancy
Oh my 3 more mths and Xavier will be born!

2010-04-10T20:58:00.001+08:00

yeah i've discharged!!
went out for a celebration ytd night w my husband and his friend Chris
went chomp chomp for dinner and chill at a pub nearby "bulldog"
well that was not our first visit anyway
recently we went there quite often
the waitress there were very friendly
always having a look out on me
well something unpleasant happened ytd after we reached home
i realised that my husband's phone went missing
the best thing was he didnt switch on his phone
fortunately it was found in the pub's smoking point a couple of hours ago
thanks to the staff there for helping us to find
today went quite a no of places w/in a few hours
we terminate the mio plan and switched to starhub plan
i've also signed a student plan and got a new phone
today was absolutely a pleasant day though tiring
so i shall stay at home throughout the night
while my husband goes for his friend's bdae party and collection of his phone

2010-04-07T15:37:00.001+08:00

My Lil Precious Xavier Low

21.6 weeks (290310)

2010-04-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

finally im back to new creation
its have been months since i last went
thanks to Jon's parents for the meal and driving me there
we had steamboat at "the mushroom pot" for lunch
the service was well conducted by pastor prince at the singapore indoor stadium
GOD IS LOVE
yes, god love us and we do love him too
after service met up w lengleng
went over to kallang leisure park to munch
so happy to see her and i'll see her next sun for the service too!
my pregnancy is still smooth and good
able to eat more and i go hungry more often
Xavier is more active now, rolling, moving here and there and kicking me
i enjoy and love his movement in my tummy
that reassure me that he is safe and alive in my tummy
my tummy also getting bigger and bigger
though people still says that its quite small
4 more months and he'll be out! cant wait for the next scan
my husband is still busying w his interviews
he'd packed w tuitions and interviews
inspite of that he'll still spare some time for me
putting the smile on my face
currently waiting for him to be back to have dinner together

2010-04-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

ytd went Club Dolls w my husband, his bro, Zikeng and Chris
gg to there to support Shinya of of course Chris to see his caicai
Club Dolls is not really a club, its like a pub w live performance
i enjoyed the performance by Shinya ( from LUCIFY) and his band "quiz"
know what my husband and Shinya are friends
my husband actually went there w Chris few days back
and he sang a song together w Shinya, thats how they exchange no and be friends
Shinya also asked my husband to write a song for Lucify
as they are gg to release their EP in sept
ytd i managed to talk to Shinya and took a pic w him
he seems to be a hot fav in Club Dolls
after seeing the performance, we went to eat supper
what a pleasant day :)
today went to meet Mdm Rashida for my POA notes
and now im home waiting for him to be back

2010-04-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

MY HUSBAND THREW AWAY MY CONTACT LENS!!! ARGGG~

2010-04-01T01:46:00.001+08:00

I love my husband :)
He never fails to cheer me up, keeping the smile on my face
always pamper me using his crazy methods
always reassure me and erase my doubts
though he's not rich, or handsome he's still the one i love, my husband
now we're awaiting for our lil precious Xavier Low to be born to add more joy and laughter into our life
Cant wait for his arrival

2010-03-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

2nd week of my marriage life
still trying to adapt to the new family
afterall im like a fish out of the water
im not in my comfort zone anymore
no heater, no air-con
i cant do anything that i want and wish
i cant use the com as and when i like
i've no keys so i can go out unless someone opens the door for me
i can no longer pamper myself
due to the finanical problem
i need to think many times before buying things
or even vanished the thoughts of getting it
there are restrictions but i've to accept it
i've chose this path, w/o any force
9 more days to my discharge and i've no sense of happiness for it
to me it doesnt make a difference anymore
im not trying to say that i've regret or im unhappy w the marriage
the fact is im happy w the marriage,
but if you knw me well, you'll knw what kinds of problems im facing
at times it just turned me off and pissed me up
i cant even express my feelings and thoughts
i dont want to be said as unreasonable or immature
futhermore i dont want my husband to be sandwich in between
all i could do is to bottle it up
all i want is to be myself and make myself comfortable
why does it seems to be impossible?

2010-03-30T14:03:00.002+08:00

Its a baby boy :) Xavier Low :)

2010-03-23T17:34:00.001+08:00

kinda of relieved when the wedding is over
glad that it goes out well as planned
is good to be home :D
woke up ard 12plus and prepared myself to 回娘家 w bee
met mum at yishun for lunch and went back home
i miss my home man, where i've everything that i want and needs
its my comfort zone though sometimes there's arguement w mum
gonna get used to the new family and environment

SHINee- Singapore Entertainment Awards

2010-03-16T12:47:00.001+08:00

SHINee in Singapore Entertainment Awards!!! SHINee is once again in SINGAPORE they were awarded 'E awards asian new generation artist'.
They are fantastic man. How i wish they will come once more, this time w their concert. I crave to see KEY! Who say a wife, a mum to be cant chase their dreams and fulfil their wish?

2010-03-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

yeah finally its march hols
a good break for me
but i'll still be as busy as ever
my wedding is just 5 days away
gosh cant believe it man, time flies
mar is so happening, 6mar i celebrated bee bdae w him
secretly went to the icing room w jon to DIY the cake
that was my first experience, and i thought i did quite well
also must thanks jon for giving ideas here and there
this sunday will be my wedding
im super nervous and excited will be having mahjong night on sat
i doubt that im able to slp
next wednesday will be my ROM
the week after i'll get to know whether im having a boy or girl
so many stuff to look forward to
hope i'll have an enjoyable night on sun :)

2010-03-03T16:49:00.000+08:00